“In Daily Life, I still feel like a
Slave”
“What’s it tomorrow Sir. ‘Same thing carry on with it’ ”
I moved to
Bangalore back in 2011 not many days
before Independence and now it’s a year, I find Bangalore as my second home it’s
also pretty correct I’ve been back home just 5-6 times since last August. All these
days it was amazing; when I started life here, I had some surges but finally I
managed to settle down. But am I Settled.
When I came I just
wanted a job, No matter what it takes. But after my Engineering I was still illiterate
for the industry. They made me understand how I wasted 4 years at college studying
almost nothing. Well it happens everyone, studies at school for GPA. Coz we believe
marks fetch us job, if u didn’t I did believe. Now I had to start over again ‘STUDY,
LEARN, KNOW’. It was then when I the guy from Engineering started to like Calculation
and FEA (Honestly I wasn’t such a good guy with MATHEMATICS). But it gave me
great opportunity to combine one of my huge desire. Back in my school days my
ambition was to Computer Geek, well now I had to combine the books with the
CPU.
And I did pulled
it over well, but still after all the struggle and a start up job something is
missing. There is a huge void, and something needs to be filled in there. I
remember that smile DAD had on, when I opened the door for him back in 90’s. I
m missing it, I do like the job but what happen on a daily routine is just Job.
It’s now like a 2nd standard school Timetable, wake up pack up the
back pack, hit the job back to home. Pa used to say ‘your job depend on how you
treat the company’ I now feels like I am living just for the job.
‘The only
thing unchanged is Change’ hope it happens soon. Is this why people
say that a job could ruin your life, I don’t know and I am not at that extreme
now. Studies are the best part of life, it was not coz I learned much but there
was always a tomorrow where you expect something different to happen rather
than this same old days. Waiting for those tomorrows to appear again
connect me @ twitter.com/stephinnn
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